Suedehead
Age: 35 years old
Location: Chicago, IL
Status: Single
Gender: Male
Orientation: Gay
Hometown: Ft. Wayne, IN



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babyscreams Says...
Jul 01 '09 | 9:08 PM

neo tomorrow
babyscreams Says...
Jul 01 '09 | 1:40 AM

oh yeah i need my chance to convince you to come to the Veils show on the 23rd.
babyscreams Says...
Jul 01 '09 | 1:39 AM

friday at sono?
babyscreams Says...
Jun 15 '09 | 8:31 PM

based on your new snaps of you that i saw, i would snip the top a bit. :)
babyscreams Says...
Jun 09 '09 | 1:58 PM

hey there, i haven't been back either.this week is no go...no prom for me.

i will let you know about my next adventure! i promise
babyscreams Says...
May 18 '09 | 11:05 PM

hello hello!
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Love & Hate
Loves / Hates

I am: Actor, Writer, I fuck around with photography; not that I have a clue as to what I am doing.

Hero: Harvey Milk is my latest obession. . .

Artists: Tamara de Lempicka, Keith Haring, Andy Warhol, Robert Mapplethorpe, David LaChapelle, the late great Herb Ritts. . .

Designers: Jean-Paul Gaultier (and whoever else isn't afraid to put a man in a skirt!), Heatherette is quite good, DSquared2, D&G (as long as the "D&G" isn't emblazoned all over the fucking thing--tacky. . .), Flux at Neo makes really great pants, my friend Garrett is a genius--nothing the guy can't do, and www.sirengraphix.com is brilliant, and Patricia Field--sometimes. Some of her pieces makes it look like the person got dressed after being struck by lightning. I really don't obsess about this shit. I like what I like and appreciate anyone with their own style. I concider anyone that can throw different things together, look good, and turn heads a "designer". They designed the outfit didn't they? It's on THEIR back, isn't it? And you just can't beat used clothes, shit you rummage through and just FIND. You're almost assured someone else won't have it. And you can't beat the shit that you make or "szhooszh" yourself--its a definate someone else won't have it. Someone once said that the true definition of style is when someone stops you and asks where you got it--never tell them, though!! Be original!

Authors: Poe, Poppy Z. Brite, Stephen King, and Jeff Lindsay (the guy that writes the "Dexter" books that the Showtime show is based on).

Books: There's a great Poe anthology I have; anything Stephen King but the short story "Secret Window, Secret Garden" is one of my favorites; "Lost Souls" is my favorite Poppy Z. Brite book (a little on the cheesie side, about vampires but kind of erotic); and "Darkly Dreaming Dexter" by Jeff Lindsay.

Bands: Cannot live without The Cure, Smiths/Moz, Depeche Mode, Talking Heads, Devo--basically anything Neo plays on Thursday nights! And of course Nine Inch Nails, Sisters Of Mercy, Bauhaus, Revolting Cocks, KMFDM, Siouxie, Thrill Kill, This Mortal Coil, Gitone Demone, etc

Suicide Note: With you I'm not a little girl, With you I'm not a man
When all the hurt inside of me comes out, you understand
You see that I'm ferocious, you see that I am weak
You see that I am silly, and pretentious and a freak--

But I don't feel too strange for you,
Don't know exactly what you do,
I think when love is pure you try
to understand the reasons why,
And I prefer this mystery,
It cancels out my misery,
And gives me hope that there could be a person that loves me. . .

With you I'm not a fascist, can't play you like a toy
And when I need to dominate, you're not my little boy
You see that I am hungry for a life of understanding,
And you forgive my angry little heart when she's demanding,
You bring me to my knees while I'm scratching out the eyes
of a world I want to conquer, and deliver, and despise,
And right while I am kneeling there, I suddenly begin to care,
And understand that there could be
A person that loves me. . .

It's not my business to decide
How good you are for me,
How valuable you are,
And what the world can see,
Only that you try to understand me
And have the courage to love me for me. . .